Friday, September 23, 2011

On Convex!

Graduation-ing from USM,
I wished them all Congratulations as well as All The Best in their future undertakings!
esp 2 those seniors that i knew! 


Sorry to those that I did not attend their convo, n 2 those that i did not wished personally as well as 2 those that i did not greet & wished! See you all in fb la! haha~
Sorry to those who did not received a gift from me, n 2 those who did not get to take a pic with me! lol~ haha!


Convo in short, HOT, PICS, WAITING, 2GATHER-NESS~ haha! 


When i was in my 1st n 2nd year, i did not even went 2 anyone's convo and i even when bec 2 tpg + skipping class! hehe...
But this year was diff! Me as a Final Year Student, everything happens so fast! In a years time, i will be wearing d robe n d hat...... Shud i b sad o happy? haha~ 
evry seniors was asking me 2 enjoy my final year d best possible! 
Don't worry cz I WILL! haha~
going for cinemas, karaoke, playing puzzle, pasar malam time, eating out, celebrating festive seasons with USM mates, shopping, b active in She Fu, booking air tickets for final year trip, I had done all these in 2 weeks time, I will do more! =))


Malas lo wan study! haha~ FYP lo.... 6 subject dis sem, 20units, Good Luck 2 me! 


P/S: in these few days (wed till sun), i m tired 2 d max!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
i even felt like i have been walking from TAIPING to PENANG! I m a qualified walker now! lol
my leg was blistered by my selipar! my leg was pain cz of all those walking! 
This is all due to the distance... My hostel 2 DTSP is vry far!
Then, finding seniors during convo was made hard when they don't pick up ur phone! 

Next, the heat during convo is hot till max!!!! I seriously HATE Malaysia;s weather!!!!
Walking 2 n fro 2 accompany friends 2 find their seniors, walking 2 n fro 2 DTSP and hostel room, I m extremely Tired! 
Back in room, washing clothes, studying~~~ I felt like i do not want 2 do anything in my room!!!
I jz wana lay in my bed! Dont feel like doing anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  A lazy day after a busy day! 
Convo needs lots sacrifice! I sacrifice myself for my seniors, in return will i be even worth for people 2 sacrifice? I don't think so.... I m not worth for i m not in love with myself~ 
Btw, hopefully all my seniors had a fun convocation!   

Lastly, “It is said, as you sow, so shall you reap. All of u had worked really hard. Now it is time to celebrate your success. Happy Graduation 2 all Graduates Of USM, 2011!”


Wednesday, September 14, 2011

I know

I know i m facing problems!
I know some of them are having problems too!
I know it will happen!
I know I am more worried than anyone else! 
I know i m frustrated!
& I know i cant be happy in the meantime!


I know they cant & I know i can!
I know i will fail if i go tru it...
I know i have a better choice!
I know i may be alone if i am still with my stand!
I know i should be left alone like always!
& I know I hate to be ALONE!






I know it will end!
I know i need luck!
I know i am not listened!
I know i am not heard!
I know i don't want to go! 
But i just don't know what will b a better decision! 

T________T
I know i am down, down, down, down!!!
& I know i want it to be settled ASAP!
I know i want to be happy again!
But i don't really know how and when!
Depressed!