l.o.s.t

"You are a little disadvantage in Chinese" - A Teacher....

i lost...

i fail...

i am scared...

i am a little behind...

i can't shine...

i am not confident ..

i am quiet...

i can't teach...

i remembered those days during National Service that i sat quietly alone in a corner during Buddhism classes because i am scared.... that's the first time i am around many chinese, all the chinese in the camp gather to attend Buddhist class... I really had a hard time coping! I didn't actually cope... i just lock myself up... i am lost... not knowing how to blend in with their fluent chinese... i had only a few chinese friends there.... =(

i remembered those days when i printed chinese lyrics to help me improve my chinese... the first chinese song i knew was 'Tong Hua' by Michael Wong... Next i began to listen to more chinese songs.... Jay Chou, JJ Lin, Lee Hom, F4, SHE, Fahrenheit and so on....... i love chinese songs! but currently i am a KPOP fan! 

i remembered those times when my brother bought chinese-english dictionary... We had two of the same dictionaries.. he used one, i used one... we learn ourselves.... i search for words diligently... at once, dictionary is my best friends... i try to recognize chinese characters.... i can recognize some now!

i remembered once when i copied some chinese articles in the net and search for meanings to understand better... i am surprised now that i remembered these stuffs that i had done before just to be close to chinese, my mother tongue! sounds sad right... but i am happy i had done those stuffs... i am better now!

i remembered those days when i first studied in a chinese school during form 6, i was too quiet! the environment was totally different... esp when there are a lot of chinese boys around me... i can't look up straight... i am afraid... it is so unusual...co-ed school was so so different... i spoke english most of the time in class... i still can't communicate well during that time... 

i remembered the times when i first stepped into USM... i look proud...well, that's what i heard from my friends... yeah, probably not knowing chinese is the reason... friends need to blend in me... i am afraid to blend in them... i am glad they helped me a lot! thanks to my uni mates, i spoke the most chinese during my university times.... i even joined a chinese society! unbelievable right? haha~~~ i helped conduct activities in chinese... meeting in chinese.... everyone speaks chinese!!! 

i took up two levels of chinese language in USM to learn writing, reading and speaking... studying chinese only for few months in two semeseter, writing chinese is obviously the hardest! the words that i can write must be less than 20... haha~~~ i only remebered how to write for the exams in class... hehe~~~ anyway, to master a primary school chinese level, i guess i need twice the time those school kids mastered... haha... 

i can't do much to be good in chinese...

i am glad i can at least speak simple chinese...

i love to be able to know more of chinese...

i wish i am good in chinese...

i wish i can at least explain in chinese...

i really love to learn chinese...

i thank songs that taught me chinese...

I will try my best in the future undertakings!

chinese won't stop me in doing the things i like!!!
chinese will always be with me... =)

 화이팅

P/S: i learn chinese in kindergarten and std 3.. LOL...

How?!?!?!

어떡해 난 어떡해

   

=_=

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

Annyeong!

Hey readers... ><

When boredom strikes, 

find a SCRABBLE and play...

~~~haha~~~

below is what i did,

^^

=D

Cheers for KPOP! 

Do enjoy SCRABBLE in a KPOP way! haha~

Bye readers! Have a good day!

P/S: It's L's birthday today! Do tweet to him ya~ XD

Plus, OMG Infinite Official added Infinite's comeback date..

21st March 2013!!!!!!!! Anticipating! =)

InspiritELF

There will be two part in this post, firstly on ELF (everlasting friends!)
SJM Fan Party in Bangkok, Thailand was a huge success!
2 days ago it was SJM Fanmeeting with ThaiELF...
The most awesome Breakdown fanmeet...
Watch this: ThaiELF Project (A cute video, nicely done by ThaiELF)

Awesome right~!!! HyukJae cried so hard watching this... Awwwww~ Don't cry!
Salute ThaiELF for making this good video and Cz it's u wo zhi ai ni project...
The girl in d video was just like me... Just like any ELF... Always watching and protecting their oppas in front of the screen...Secretly supporting them... Thai ELF made a great job citing their emotions when they got to know that SJM will visit them... Now i understand y SJ and SM loves Thailand so much! 
SJ didn't miss to make a stop for SuperShow in Thailand...  They love Thailand so so much because of ThaiELF! Thumbs up to ThaiELF! 

Please TURN AROUND and LOOK AT US! Nicely said! Beautiful video!

Thanks SJM for making all ELF happy! =)

 

Cuz it's u, wo zhi ai ni!

This sentence means, i only love you because it is you!

Sweet!!!!

Ok, let's move on to my next topic...
I am an InspiritELF, now on Infinite...
I like both SJ and Infinite and will be supporting them always!
Just to let others know more on Infinite, watch this: Infinite Performances
What i like about Infinite is their military dance... They dances so so well as a group! Their moves was so perfect! Neatly done moves! 
SJ dances well too but SJ has different charms in their moves, unlike Infinite that dances so accurately like a soldier! haha~~~ So that's why Infinite won The Best Group Performance Award in the 27th Golden Disk Award!

Bonus: Weekly Idol
Such a funny show! Haha~~ Go watch Weekly Idol on Infinite!!! Hehe~ 
Pity Sunggyu! Infinite like to tease their leader! So cute~!!!
SJ only appear once, not all member appears thou... 
Random Dance Section was the best!!! XD

InspiritELF Manse Manse Manse!!!
Annyeong~!