Winter Solstice

Ermmm how do i start? I was supposed 2 b studying for my wed test cz i hv not much time 2 read d 5 chapters... but aftr reading Pei Yin's blog n Hua Wei's note, I decided 2 blog on 冬至营 too...
I do not noe hw 2 arrange my words as i hv many thngs 2 express out~
Just 2 say out my feeling & gratitude 2 She Fu Family!
Ok, let me tell u y i worte dis entry...
Ystrdy (10/12/11) it was our 冬至营 organized by She Fu Family 2011/2012 at Balik Pulau...
We did our second camp ystrdy, d 1st one was during last year's new year eve...

It was an event planned by our She Fu 2011/2012 AJK...
To celebrate winter solstice with kids from various primary school @ Balik Pulau... To educate them on Tang Yuan Festival...
As an AJK in She Fu once in my 2nd year, i decided 2 drop out of d post in end of my 2nd year...
So that i will not b so busy with meetings as i hate it la...
but i promised Hua Wei to continue serving n supporting him n Jia Min (d only 2 3rd year She Fu AJK)...
This sem, i went 2 ying xin ye, xing shen jian mian hui n fu luo yi ri you... N d last activity 4 dis sem, dong zhi ying... Being a member of she fu since 1st year 2nd sem, i went on helping out she fu family...

In this camp, i did not help in chou wei 4 i am busy n m x willing 2 spend time 4 meetings as i m not a person that is full of idea, i cant help much 2... I only joined ying wei and went 4 ying wei meeting twice...
In this camp, being in d  生活组 with Shan Yu is a different experience...
Being in dat gp 4 d 1st time, I have 2 prepare d things needed in d camp, wash d toilets, clean d classroom, d canteen, d hall and so... previously was in d 活动组 group with Cheng Leng as the leader...
1st time cleaning a toilet!!! Thanks 2 my partner as she knows more on 生活组 and is willing to make me her partner... As a partner who cant help much in documents... She help typed me d documents while we hv our meetings tru fb, v did 3 hrs meeting in fb! My 2st experience meeting in FB~ lol! Thanks Shan Yu...

Actually, at 1st i told pei yin (our 营长) that i wanted to be in 膳食组 ... That time Chi Khong also said that... But when 成立营委, Shan Yu was there n i asked her what she which gp she wanted 2 join n v decided 2 b in 生活组... She had actually be in this kind of group already, she had experience... Good for that n v r d only 2 that wrote that we wanted 2 b in 生活组... 哈哈! At last i am in 生活组with Shan Yu and Chi Khong, Kim n Hua Wei in 膳食组... =P

I went 2 Chong Teik School, saw many familiar faces of the kids that once entered our camp b4... Happy 2 c how well they r, happy 2 c how big they have grow, jz happy 2 c their naughty-ness whilst listening 2 their laughter.... =) Kids r jz amazing! I talked 2 few kids, asking them names, why they r here, how old r them, etc... I did not ask d kids do they rmbr me bcz i don't rmbr their names!!! I m weak in this part, i cant read their names althou they hv name tags and cant even rmbr their names when they introduce their names 2 me... lol! Kim told me time moves slowly in dis one day camp... But i told her, time moves quickly! 4 real, vry quick~ Probably cz she keeps on boiling water 4 us... Haha! Thanx Kim! i say it is quick as i dun hv d time 2 rest, was walking here n there 2 take thngs, 2 clean rooms, sweep, check toilets, helping othr gps and so on when d othrs were in d hall conducting d camp 4 d kids... I only went laying down on d bench for 5 mins... N sit in d classroom 4 10 mins... Plus sleeping for 2 hrs that fri nite (sat morning)... It was really a tiring day!

It was a great day at camp, helping out evry1, connecting with evry1, talking 2 kids, dancing our 营歌营舞, watching them making tang yuan n selling their votes! 哈哈
Happy Times despite d hard work! =)
Thank you all for bringing d spirit of 2gthrness! M happy 2 see new faces in d camp, happy 2 get 2 noe new She fu members... =D

Thanks ShanYu for not going 2 meetings so that i have 2 talk in d meeting instead of her... Haha! lol... i seldom talk ma... But dis time i hv 2! Thanks 4 d chance? haha! Thanks 4 working 2gthr with me... I noe u r bz with ur studies so add oil ya! U scare me when u r late 2 catch d bus tat day! mayb i m not a great partner but anyway thanks! Its nice working with u Pai Xi! =)

Thanks Pei Yin! She often remind me things, asking me whether i have done dis o that...Thanks 4 taking up dis important post n being an excellent 营长! I c u growing! You hv take d 1st step 2 b a leader n its not jz a class monitor, well done! Thumbs up 2 u!

Thanks Hsiao Wen for taking d post of 副营长! That's brave n kind of u! =D

Thanks Mei Lin our Secretary! Yuan lai v met b4 in Hua Lian, that's what Hua Wei told me... Sorry i cant rmbr u, perhaps u cant rmbr me 2... But i m happy 2 know u here, in dis camp! =) N i m a happy 2 noe u as a SJ lover, KyuHyun lover! ELF forever ya Mei Lin! V r bonded cz of She Fu n SJ, rmbr tat ya! >,< haha!

Thanks JHul, our nice n cute Treasurer! She's always sweet with her cuteness! Sorry 4 not noticing n keep on taking ur hand n hurt u! I m not that careful person... Paiseh!

Thanks Jian Wen n Lee-Kee! D 总务...  Thanks 4 making sure i got all d stuffs i needed! Its funny when i thnk bec on how Jian Wen n i talk during d meeting, LOUDLY, UN-POLITELY in hokkien! haha! v distracted othrs n annoyed them with our way of taking! Jian Wen, d NO PROBLEM person, dun oways bully Lee-Kee ya! haha...

Thanks 活动组! You guys must have been d tiredest gp! Thanks 4 all d hard work, Wan Ying, Boon Kiat, Mei Chee, Yue Sin! Thanks 2 Wan Ying for giving me a role in d drama, for i did not help much in d activities, thanks 4 d 2 lines role! M happy 2 hv help ur gp... Thanks 4 d constant reminder Wan Ying! Thanks Boon Kiat for driving my mop 2 Chong Teik n keeping my mop with u... haha! will claim it bec later!

Thanking my old buddies from 膳食组... Kim, Hua Wei n CK! Thanks 4 making me d part time 膳食组 member! haha~ i enjoy helping u guys boiling water n egg, kopek-ing egg, making egg & tuna sandwich... Thnx 4 letting me kacau2 in d kitchen during tang yuan competition! Kim, thanks 4 d xiao ce zi! =) good effort! happy tat u receive d blue angry bird file.. ne u like angry bird la! XD

Thanks 医疗保安组! Ze Cheng n Yue Si! Thanks 4 being kind Ze Cheng, u r d most kind guy i knew... haha! v all was surprise with ur way of doing things, so teliti lo u! Nice guy 4 sure... Thanks 4 keeping asking me 2 go 2 sleep! lol! XD Yue Si, u r always with Mei Chee n Yue Sin... I noe u hv learned a lot in dis camp 2... Helping ur gp n ur fren as d Zhan Zhang! ^^

Next 2 d 音响组! Ah Sam n Yih Siu... Good Job! Always knew u guys r good in dis... Keep it up!

Then, Thanks 2 Sharon, Xue Mei n Li Yen! D 摄影组! I want 2 complain u all! my pic is not a lot! haha~ I did not c d vid yet! Show me asap! haha! Li Yen, shud i rmbr u as MASSIMO? XD  2 old fren Sharon, thanks 4 keeping me smiling! U r 1 cute friend! Love ya!!! Xue Mei, a good zhi wei! Thanks 4 being with She Fu! =]

Lastly, thanks 2 all d 协调员! Without all of u, dis camp wont b that 感动!!! Cheng Leng, Chia Ling, May Yee, Zi Shyuan, Jer Xian, Ruey Zhan, Sock Yee, Mei Ying, Pei San, Wen Yu, Xue Ling, and Hui Yee!
Thanks 4 seeing six new faces in this group! Welcome 2 She Fu! We hv oni met 4 2 weeks n v hv connected a lot! =)
To Cheng Leng, d old senior! Thanks 4 coming n helping us out! Welcome back n thanks 4 looking aftr us!
To Chia Ling, welcome back 2! Haven't seen u in She Fu activity... Thanks 4 joining!
To May Yee n Zi Shyuan! Thanks old buddies 4 joining us 2! I could c u 2 enjoy dis camp vry much! Good! =)
To Jer Xian! I must say, u r a vry knowledgeable person! I love talking 2 u... Thanks 4 helping me in d 1st meeting! Thanks 4 d time v spend walking bec our hostel that night after shopping in tesco... U have ur own mind set n i like it that u say things out 4 us 2 think bec! Thanks 4 all d deep thinking which makes She Fu much better n united! ^^
To Ruey Zhan... D smiley friend! Thanks 4 ur talkative-ness! haha... Sorry 4 ter-cucuk ur leg! haha! I enjoy being in ur gp in d tang yuan competition! U hv cute kids in ur gp! =)
To all new faces,
To Sock Yee n Mei Ying, d buddies from You Zi Ying, paiseh cz i din notice u 2 in You ZI Ying! i oni noe it when i saw d shirts that v hv as You Zi! XD Thanks Mei Ying for helping me out a lot in cleaning d classroom! Thanks 4 dancing nxt 2 Qing Rui! I saw ur gentleness 2 him n othr kids during d camp! You r indeed a good sister 2 them! =] Thanks Sock Yee for helping me to clean d toilet! Love u both!
To Pei San n Wen Yu, thank u 2! Pei San, i din noe u stayed in Saujana until i saw u running down d stairs 2 watch eclipse! haha~ Wen Yu, i saw ur kindness with d kids in d ur gp... Ur gp hv d most good kids! =)
To Xue Ling n Hui Yee, good job! Thanks 2 our hardworking leader Xue Ling, d xie tiao yuan leader! I almost cry when u lead d fen xiang! Good job! Thanks 4 taking up dis post, although u r new 2 this! Hui Yee, i'll rmbr u as SiWon lover n Mei Lin as KyuHyun lover! =D
Thanks all 4 d great time! Thanks 4 making this happen! I can c that v all enjoy d day! M happy 2 c smiling faces v gave 2 each othr! SMILE! N thanks 4 d tang yuan u guys made! Sweet retreats from u guys! Thanks!

I was tired that day! We get bec at 6 n arrived ard 7.30pm.. I join Kim, HW, CK, MY, Sharon, Zi Shyuan, Pei Yin, Jer Xian,Lee-Kee, Pei San n Wen Yu 4 dinner at Khaleel aftr v get bec... We talked n laughed a lot thanks 2 d weird thinking of HW n CK! haha~ dey always irritates kim n v all love 2 c dis! haha!
Thanks 4 making us burst into laughter! I must say that v all really hv d energy 2 laugh n laugh prob cz v have recharge them in d bus! lol! haha~ I arrived at room at 8.30pm tat day. Then i sweep my floor, isi air, bath n wash clothes! I did all that aftr i came bec from a camp! lol! i hv energy still! haha~ Ya! i hv energy! i went out at 10pm 2 watch eclipse with my old buddies, Kim, HW n CK near d playgrd... Watch, talk, n playing with lights n camera! Thanks buddies! =) She Fu is never complete without u guys n not forgetting Jia Min 2!
As HW wished, BUDDIES, lets take dis kind of  PICTURE before we ended our 3 years in USM~!  =D

Dong Zhi Kuai Le! Friends 4eva all! Hope 2 c all of u in Gu Shi Ying nxt year k!!!  Lets keep in touch!
All in all, I m happy 2 help She Fu, m haapy 2 make new friends, m happy 2 c othrs happy despite them being vry tired, m happy 2 c kids wanting more of us, m happy listening 2 hear good comments from othrs..
I did not regret joining She Fu for it brightens my 3 year USM life!

Thanks evry1 4 being cooperative in helping one another! Well Done!
Good Luck all! Finals soon! Gambateh!!!
Signing of with a SMILE!
Study time~!!!

P/S:- D longest post i hv ever written! Beautiful experience... ^^

A Month~

Yes 1 month~ Exactly 1 month!
1 month 2 go b4 my bdy~ =))
But this 1 month wont be an easy month~

Y so??? Many reasons behind it~
5 tests, 4 assignments, 1 project (presentation n web application), and an FYP...
Besides, i will enter 1 camp, go visit hosp, take care of family prob...
Lastly, 1 STUDY week... meaning final exams soon!!!
Can i go back to December, back 2 my previous Decembersssss when i got to enjoy holiday? ><
I really hate 2 say that i Hate dis year's dec d most!!!! =(

Frankly speaking, i don't have much time 2 study....
I think i may be extremely stressed out this few weeks so, plz bare with me...
I will control myself 2 not being angry o grumpy cz i may become so...
There is jz too much things 2 handle...
I will try n do my best for i pray that my action will bring me 2 a better 2mrw!
SMILE... I will try 2 smile too... =)

Speaking bout BDY... I wish 2 have many wishes cz i m 1 greedy gal... lol... Girls r greedy u noe..
I wan SS3... SS4 also! SS1, SS2....lol
I wont list out all my wishes for wishes told wont come true... haha~  (I duno hw true is dis la i ikut saja) lol
No la, 2 many wishes d so malas wan write out lo~ XD  MALAS Queen~ lol
My wish, ELF forever, I wont regret this! ^^ My heart is with SJ... ☆


They won 3 MAMA awards 2dy!!!!!! Singapore's Choice, Best Male Gp & Album of The Year!
So happy 2 be an ELF! Happy 4 them, seeing them cry happy tears! Proud 2 c all of u!
Their performance was awesome! SJ MAMA

Ok... Back 2 business... Prepare 4 2mrw's presentation n nxt week test... Logging off with a smile!
Gambateh 2 me n SJ!
Heart SJ!

Btw, d internet line in USM sucks... T.T

Invisible Me

Sometimes, I felt invisible,
Sometimes, I felt lost,
Sometimes, I felt useless,
Sometimes, I felt alone,
Sometimes, I felt tired,
Sometimes, I felt i m nothing...

Do i really have friends who cares? I don't think i have a best friend...
But I am happy to have a SISTER! I m grateful 4 her existence...
She's my true friend i guess...

An impatient, lonely girl signing off her blog to make way for her Chinese Test 2mrw...
Bless this useless girl plz...
She's nothing but an ELF 4 sure~

Emo post... LoL...
Ups & Downs happens...

Emo...

Ipoh-Ing

Ipoh-ing for Web Engineering project~ lol
Stayed at Ke Li hse from 10/11-13/11 with kuanye & lychee~


Besides doing d website for our client, we also went out hunting for food...
Ipoh is all abt food too...Haha~ 
we get hungry easily u c, with all those thinking done...So eat lo!!! XP
We ate at vege at her hse, supper at old town @ 2 am, ate Kai See Hor Fun (shredded chicken rice noodle soup), tan2 (caramel pudding), drank soya bean+cincau, Daorae, Domino's Pizza Delivery, Rojak, Sotong Goreng, Ikan Bakar, Pork Noodle, Muar Chee & Dim Sum~ =)

Nyam Nyam... 


Saw SuJu pic at Daorae & DeGarden.. Listen 2 No Other MV @ Daorae... =) 
Was SuJu-ing in YouTube at Ke Li's hse~ ^^
111111=SuJu at Daorae n De Garden n SuJu Best Personality~! ♥

Thanks 2 Ke Li for driving us out 4 breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper! =D

Thanks 2 her papa 4 belanja-ing us dinner... =P

Lastly, group2, v nid 2 work harder 4 d project... Due date soon! hehe... Jia You la!!! 

Let's be an INSPECTOR, inspecting elements to create a webpage for Jia Min Mum's flower shop! 

Mid sem break ends today~ =( Time flies damn fast weh!!!! T___T 6 weeks b4 study week... haiz! 
Back tpg n png 2dy~ Have a safe journey 2 all tat will b going bec USM 2dy~ =D

                                                                 Dim Sum @ MIng Court

Nom Nom

    DaoRae

Btw, M addicted to Dao Le Ming Tian song~ Loving SuJu, loving DongHae, esp his left face... So handsome in this MV~ >,< 

♥ 슈퍼주니어 ~

♥ Kyuhyun, ♥ Donghae, ♥ Ryeowook, ♥ Eunhyuk, ♥ Sungmin, ♥ Zhou Mi, ♥ Leeteuk, ♥ Shindong....

♥ Super Junior, ♥ Super Junior KRY, ♥ Superjunior M...

Currently m addicted 2 SuJu, 2 KPOP... OMG~

They were in d entertainment industry since 2005 but ME, only go n learn abt them last month~ lol!

Much cz was addicted by my big bro n lil sis~ LOL

Jz got 2 know that Kyuhyun was involved in a serious accident, Leeteuk being the leader, Eunhyuk being the lead dancer, Ryeowook with his great talent in piano, Donghae being so naughty & mischievous n much more....

Recently i will watch them in youtube... Watching them perform live, watching their MVs, watching them in the game show, in interview sessions, watching them disturbing each othr, watching their sweet friendship and much more..

♥ watching them do everything 2gthr! 

Their friendship is certainly STRONG~  ♥♥♥

Besides, watching them in youtube & looking tru their info on9, my sis n I also downloaded their songs n MVs..

We are getting their mp3 version n MV version at d same time, collecting their performances... =)

Hehe~

Caught my eyes on KyuHyun 1st in KRY, performing live for song titled 'The Distant Memory Of You' ♥ d song so much that i repeated N times n i even recorded it using my hp cz d line in my hostel was as slow as a snail... LOL! XD  His amazing vocal melted many hearts!  he is d evil maknae btw! XP

Then Ryeowook, his high pitch vocal was superb...

Adding Yesung in SuJu KRY was awesome, d 3 of them sang good songs 2gthr! 

Nevertheless, singing solo 4 them will always b easy~ 

Next fela that caught my eyes is DongHae... ^^ He sings n dance... 1st like him in Fireflies MV, by Ariel Lin, he act with SiWon and Ariel... Saw his cuteness, out going attitude n his good looking image~ He's my backgrd currently~ XD

Then, Sungmin's cuteness was hard 2 not like~ Haha! He's CuteMin (KyuHyun called him this~ lol).... Cute & Nice Voice = SungMin...

Zhou Mi was seen as d big bro in SuJu M, probably bcz he's good in Chinese, cz he's Chinese... He looks responsible 2 me~ Never complains..

Leeteuk's character similars with Zhou Mi's... But he's a Korean la of cz~ XD 

Shindong was d cutest among all cz he's d fattest in size but he's good in rapping & dancing~ N Cute 2! XP

Heechul, Hangeng, Kangin, Kibum... I don't really c them in SuJu~ So, no comments~!

Lastly, Henry, d smallest of al (same age as me)l.. A Chinese 2, speaks more Engliish~ Good in many types of musical instruments~ =D

K la, tired liao introducing SuJu~ Hehe... 

Jz sharing my thoughts of them... But i know its a bit late now that most teenagers knew them.. Haha!

Ya, I m slow in KPOP~ 

Will support SuJu n continue hearing from them...

Listen 2 their songs... Song 4 U, Me, U, Happiness, Love is Sweet, Coagulation, The Distant Memory Of You, Memories, Hate U Love U, Monster, No Othr, In My Dream, Endless Moments, She's Gone, FLY, The 1 I Love etc etc etc.......... ><

♥My Current Desktop Background♥

♥D Awesome Combination♥

♥SuJu M, d cutest friendship♥

Will be listening to them over n over again~ M in love with them esp DongHae n KyuHyun~  ♥

Talk 2 me bout SuJu as i more interested in this.. LOL! 

Mid sem break will finish soon, Good Luck 2 ME~ 

Not 4getting a lil wish of luck 2 SuJu~  ^^

Btw, BETTER LATE THAN NEVER! =) 

Last Month..

Recent pics that kept me busy in my uni life~ =)
Enjoy~ ^^

游子吟

Most Wanted Concert

8/10/11

Hard work pays off..

stage group..

社服迎新夜

11/10/11

Girls...

In our booth..

社服联谊

14/10/11

K in Neway~

Yammmmmm Seng! XD

Festival Of Nations

15/10/11

With Ploy n our Loy Krathong...

Our Thai name card!

社服新生见面会

18/10/11

D poster...

Loving She Fu!

With Roomate!

20/10/11 & 21/10/11

嘲笑的聲音在風中不斷被練習

See Ngar & I

Happy Deepavali dear readers! ^^

Stay happy always guys! =)

Updating additional pics~ XD

Happy Deepavali! 

26/10/11

Shan's house! =)

Cookies! 

Shan!!!

D right bungkusan was d cookies n biscuits she packed 4 me...

D left was d bungkusan i brought her... 

My family n I love her mum's murukku!!!!!!!!! Sedap gilerrrrr!!!

Murukku finish d la.. Mau lagi! XD

Its Thursday~~~

Holiday ending sooon!

Enjoy la... =P

哭过就好了...

i used to think that i was strong...
m i wrong? 
emotionally cried twice on konsortium bus~ lol
two consecutive time! = =
what's wrong with me!
i was just sad & guilty, i guessed ~
u c, things doesn't oways happen in d way that u want it to b...


sad with d bad luck that i felt, 
frustrated with my own self...
worries on studies...
guilty to some...


sadness often stays with u only for awhile...
as happiness will find u in the end...
trust this: 


"the beginning is always the hardest as the end will b full of happiness"


i m finally back HOME...
my sadness was forgotten the minute i saw my parents...
saw my dad n said sorry,
saw my mum n said thank you!
I love my parents! 
I love 2 spend time with them~ 
cz this is the best feeling!


With them by my side,
My worries disappears,
My sadness forgotten, 
My guilt repaid,
Happiness finds me~


For the meantime, 
am waiting 4 d arrival of my siblings! 
2 b 2gthr under one roof again~


Home Sweet Home...
Warm feeling when i saw the below pic on my house door!
This must be my dads' work! haha~~~
Love Home~ Love Family~ 

"There is No Other Place Like Home"

Finish blogging...

SO start FYP, study for tests, doing tutorials, busy-ing she fu n of cz continue enjoying every minute of my last year in USM! >,< 

Oyasumi Nasai dear readers... 

Sorry for the late update... 

Was busy last month~ Finally free 2dy! Oh Yeah~!

On Convex!

Graduation-ing from USM,
I wished them all Congratulations as well as All The Best in their future undertakings!
esp 2 those seniors that i knew! 


Sorry to those that I did not attend their convo, n 2 those that i did not wished personally as well as 2 those that i did not greet & wished! See you all in fb la! haha~
Sorry to those who did not received a gift from me, n 2 those who did not get to take a pic with me! lol~ haha!


Convo in short, HOT, PICS, WAITING, 2GATHER-NESS~ haha! 


When i was in my 1st n 2nd year, i did not even went 2 anyone's convo and i even when bec 2 tpg + skipping class! hehe...
But this year was diff! Me as a Final Year Student, everything happens so fast! In a years time, i will be wearing d robe n d hat...... Shud i b sad o happy? haha~ 
evry seniors was asking me 2 enjoy my final year d best possible! 
Don't worry cz I WILL! haha~
going for cinemas, karaoke, playing puzzle, pasar malam time, eating out, celebrating festive seasons with USM mates, shopping, b active in She Fu, booking air tickets for final year trip, I had done all these in 2 weeks time, I will do more! =))


Malas lo wan study! haha~ FYP lo.... 6 subject dis sem, 20units, Good Luck 2 me! 


P/S: in these few days (wed till sun), i m tired 2 d max!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
i even felt like i have been walking from TAIPING to PENANG! I m a qualified walker now! lol
my leg was blistered by my selipar! my leg was pain cz of all those walking! 
This is all due to the distance... My hostel 2 DTSP is vry far!
Then, finding seniors during convo was made hard when they don't pick up ur phone! 
Next, the heat during convo is hot till max!!!! I seriously HATE Malaysia;s weather!!!!
Walking 2 n fro 2 accompany friends 2 find their seniors, walking 2 n fro 2 DTSP and hostel room, I m extremely Tired! 
Back in room, washing clothes, studying~~~ I felt like i do not want 2 do anything in my room!!!
I jz wana lay in my bed! Dont feel like doing anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  A lazy day after a busy day! 
Convo needs lots sacrifice! I sacrifice myself for my seniors, in return will i be even worth for people 2 sacrifice? I don't think so.... I m not worth for i m not in love with myself~ 
Btw, hopefully all my seniors had a fun convocation!   

Lastly, “It is said, as you sow, so shall you reap. All of u had worked really hard. Now it is time to celebrate your success. Happy Graduation 2 all Graduates Of USM, 2011!”

I know

I know i m facing problems!

I know some of them are having problems too!

I know it will happen!

I know I am more worried than anyone else! 

I know i m frustrated!

& I know i cant be happy in the meantime!

I know they cant & I know i can!

I know i will fail if i go tru it...

I know i have a better choice!

I know i may be alone if i am still with my stand!

I know i should be left alone like always!

& I know I hate to be ALONE!

I know it will end!

I know i need luck!

I know i am not listened!

I know i am not heard!

I know i don't want to go! 

But i just don't know what will b a better decision! 

T________T

I know i am down, down, down, down!!!

& I know i want it to be settled ASAP!

I know i want to be happy again!

But i don't really know how and when!

Depressed!

Current Status~

1) Just finished Intern~


2) 2 weeks of holiday~


3) New sem after 2 weeks~


4) GrandMum's Bdy Celebration 2mrw~


5) Back Tpg 2mrw~


6) Meet up with friends~


7) T'ganu holiday for 4 days~


8) Use time wisely~

Time passes really fast! Damn fast! I m getting older day by day~! Older but wiser! Learning tru d process of growing! 
Raya soon, Merdeka soon n finally School re-open soon! 
Sooner later, i will graduate!!!!!!!!!!!


'Time is free, but it;s priceless. U can't own it, but u can spend it.
Once u've lost it, u can never get it back!'


Have a great day always!
Spend time wisely as regret for wasted time is more wasted time! =)  
Don't count every hour in d day, make every hour in d day count!


Selamat Hari Raya + Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan! 

Its reading time! ^^

I often saw people reading chines short stories in internet...

But 2dy, I read the 1st English short stories from the net! 

I haven't try this b4~ 

Gt across dis site from my sis! =)

Share with u guys d link: http://www.eastoftheweb.com/short-stories/indexframe.html

Read when u guys hv time k! 

Read 2 relax ur mind n  body~ =D

Read 2 pass time~!

Read 2 know more!

Read n read n read k! ^^

Read my blog oways kay! hehe~~~

Happy Weekend 2 all my readers! Find time reading k! 

Count On Me! Or 2 not count on me~

Count On Me

by Bruno Mars!

1st heard it from my sis! >,<

She love this song so much! 

N finally, i got addicted 2 dis now...

N i love it!

Esp dis MV! 

So cute neh........

This clip is dedicated 2 all my dear friends! 

2 all who knew me n 2 my readers! 

Love u guys all! 

Do enjoy my favorite MV! 

ke ai! nia

Lyric:

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

Count  on me cause that  is what friends are supposed to do~ =)

Sayang u all! >,< ~~~~ =D