The Last...

Tears flow like river during this moment....
Those words were printed in our last session of the schedule! I never understood the deep meaning of it until the time comes! I thought when it ends, i will not cry as i never had a deep friendship with those kids and i will not be crying when the kids left... But, its a diff story when the ending came...
Deepest thank you to all juniors and seniors who worked hard 2gthr with me at this camp!


Cried two days, two nights... 
Missing my sister, my parents, my family... Missing home!!!
Thinking of my last camp with She Fu members, I cried...
Cried cause of problems.... worried on the water, assignments, FYP...
Thinking of my last year in USM, tears flow again...
Cry cause i have to move on even i don't really want to say goodbye!
I hate goodbyessss...
Cry because i m proud of She Fu! Proud of my She Fu mates! Proud of juniors!
Tears runs because i'll be leaving when i just get to know some of you... 


The two days camp was heart-warming.. Although i did not interact much with the kids, I can also felt the kids' heart. They were so passionate on our camp, mayb because its our third camp on BP and some of them knew our existence and we had develop friendship earlier. The kids were cute... I saw them play, laugh, cry, shout... I love seeing them!!! 


The only thing i regretted in all our camp was not knowing the kids well enough... I can pick out the reasons... main reason, I cant read their name! I cant rmbr their faces and name too... There were too many of them! Besides, i didn't know how to interact with them... But, i am always happy to be able to see those facilitators interacting with their kids... Happy to see how those 1st year esp talking playfully, becoming friends to those little ones! You guys made me proud of u all! Its only the 1st experience for some of you, but the interaction you all made with the kids was beautiful.. Proud to see my juniors! The second year friends were growing ever since you guys entered She Fu!
Proud to also see the guys that fought with me during our She Fu life too, the seniors! You guys r great! Proud of She Fu 2011/2012!!! 


The story on a boy who wished a wish that he knew no one could be able to do it was inspirational, the sharing session for the kids lead by Ben n Qing Li was heart touching. The video made by Sam was full of memories! The heart to heart session dedicated to us seniors was heart warming! All these sessions were emotional ones! Thanks to all awesome She Fu members for making the camp meaningful! Thanks to the juniors who find time to have the last session for us seniors on the ending of the camp! Crying thinking of my sister, my parents, my family, my friends, my life made our heart less ache... Crying relaxed your mind.. Tears shed are sign of a pure heart! i m happy to hear the thoughts of some of u... If can, i wanted to hear all of u speak, but i noe time doesn't let us do more... Anyway, thanks to the guys u spoke nice though of us seniors... To those whom i didn't hear ur confession thanks also for existing in my life! Life couldn't get better without u guys!  ^^ Haha! Sorry coz i wanted to listen more but i myself wouldn't talk more! I just don't know how to put my thoughts in words! Sorry!


As what i told you guys, I am really happy to see She Fu growing... Am happy to make more friends! Am happy to have you all... Am happy to have the seniors with me... She Fu painted my uni life with awesome colours! My life was beautiful with those colourful memories! Thanks She Fu! I hope my juniors will have their uni life painted with nice memories of them entering She Fu and joining the activities! We are one big family! ^^ 
Sorry as i am not good in expressing myself... A simple THANK YOU is what i wanted to convey to all of you! 

P/S: sorry, the arrangement of the post was bad... duno how should i write... its my best d! Thanks all! A million thanks to She Fu mates!!! Thanks for your existence! ^^


你快乐所以我快乐！
谢谢情爱的朋友们!!! 
社服加油！

Pulau-ing~

haha~ pulau-ing!
friends planned 2 visit perhentian n redang during our last mid sem break~
5 of us + a friend's sis went 2 ipoh n kl 2gthr b4 heading 2 t'ganu 4 pulau perhentian n redang~
den v meet up with 3 guys that followed us 2 d trip~


Ipoh (070412)
Dinner-ed at michelangelo pizzeria @ tmn ipoh timur~
Visited new Jusco @Station 18~
Supper @ Ipoh Tong Sui Kai~~~

at Jusco Station 18~

Ipoh-KL (080412)
Breakfast @ Ming Court, enjoying Dim Sum~
Arrived Pudu at noon, found an affordable hotel, check in n left 4 lunch~
Shop at Berjaya Times Square, Suria KLCC, Pasar Seni, Petaling Street...
Its my 1st time taking LRT, MRT n monorail~~~

dinner @ Suria KLCC food court...

KL (090412)
Continue shopping @ Times Square~
All together bought 2 shirt n 1 pants n a slipper~

silly pic~

Jerteh & Perhentian (100412)
Arrived at 6am... Kai Chun fetch us 2 his home... Ate Nasi Dagang! Delicious! Thanks 4 d breakfast!
10+ arrived kuala besut jetty~ Enjoyed d speed boat! =)
12+ arrived perhentian~ Check-in Fauna Chalet~
Lunched n learned snorkeling~
Was taken to 4 diff spot near perhentian 4 snorkeling~
M not a swimmer, scared of d sea... Only went snorkeling at 2 spot that day...
Was amazed with GOD (creator of amazing things)~
1st time snorkel, saw fishes, corals, sea cucumbers... GOD created all of them~
Fishes r amazing! They breath easily underwater! Me, find it hard 2 breath using mouth!
Ending up i drank lots of SALTY sea water, nose hurt a lot, mouth was full of sea water! AIYER~~~
Saw amazing water, the SEA! waves was powerful, sky was clear, d surrounding islands was beautiful!
GOD is GREAT~
Fed fishes n kayak! Nice~ But i didn't get 2 c TURTLE~ =( as i did not snorkel that time~
Night= Buffet dinner~ Played cards~

in d boat~

snorkeling time~

2nd time kayak-ing~

Redang, Maritime, Lang Tengah & Perhentian (110412)
Went 2 Redang that morning~ Saw the shooting scene of 'Summer Holiday' starring Richie Ren...
Walking by Redang beach, snorkel n saw baby sharks!!!!
Next stop, Pusat Maritim Laut~ Lunch here n continue snorkeling~
Saw many fishes~ Beautiful fishes~ Cant name them cz i don't know them! haha~
Saw starfish n nemo~
Last snorkeling spot, Pulau Lang Tengah~
Enjoyed all the snorkeling time! Great experience...
Was not that scared anymore~ But i find it hard 2 swim, swim as if i could move~ Swimming is hard~
N 2 stay in d water for a long time is even harder~ Hv 2 keep afloat n breath on air as swimming is tired!
All in all, nice snorkeling experience! Nice try 4 me 2! Will be making more trips 2 islands...
GOD is GREAT~ The world is amazing!
B4 heading bec 2 Perhentian, v went 2 bath mountain water! Drank them n it feels good!!! Love it~
Night= BBQ dinner~ Played cards~ Star seeing! There's a lot of stars in Perhentian! Beautiful!!!! The stars here is BIGGER, LARGER, SHINIER!

REDANG~

Pusat Maritim Laut~

LOL~

Perhentian & Jerteh (120412)
Free activities that morning~ 12noon check out~ Arrived jetty n bought souvenirs~ Drank free Coconut Water~ Ate free keropok lekor n keropok keping~ Bought 2 packets of keropok keping bec~ =)
Arrived Kai Chun hse ard 2pm~ Lunched at his house @ 3pm~ Thanks 2 his mum 4 d delicious mee!
Slept whole evening~
Night= Dinner @ Kai Chun hse again! Homemade dishes was the best! Thanks 2 Kai Chun n his family~
Sorry 4 interrupting them though~
10.45pm, all off to hometown~

^^

For more pics of d trip, visit my FB la~ ^^
Thanks for a wonderful trip! 


P/S:
Miss SuJu! Bec home, continue SuJu-ing! >,<
Finally i found Its OK Daddy's Girl DVD... Bought it d!!! Happy! =))
School reopen soon~ =( Add oil Pei Ing!

Fairytale...

A dream, told only in fairytale...

Dream Hae

Dream a little dream of me~

Master VS Work

안녕하세요!

Did not post any entry on March as i was too lazy...
March was about a camp in Balik Pulau, a visit to Shah Alam, Earth Hour & Cheng Beng...
Its APRIL now~! 
Hyukkie's bdy! =)) Monkey, cry baby, anchovy, Silver Hyuk~ A good guy with sweet gummy smile!
Watched a korean movie 'Please Teach Me English' in korean class today! lol
2 hrs b4 fluid mechanics quiz, i was in korean class watching dat... left w/out finishing d movie~
End up, d quiz was not perfect 4 me...

K 4gt about that~ My main purpose of blogging this time is to voice out on MASTER..
Hmm.. The question: Should i study master?
Some responds that i get, study la, this world is becoming more competitive.. Study more... Last time few graduates nia... Now many graduates d, ppl wan master pulak.. lol apply la, if dun wan later reject lo..
Dun study la... What will u do aftr ur master? Study phd lo... Aftr phd? lol~ No nid study la... Same oso cz u dun really noe wat u will work as oso... lol~ ppl dun dare hire u cz u gt phd lo, nid pay u more ma!
Advantages, MASTER title lo... Become student 4 a year gok lo... Hmmm... No need work yet lo...
Disadvantages, not really interested in studying d leh (study 18 years d)... studying journalssss~ lol
Maths schl offer mixed mode, research mode n study mode... Mostly take mixed mode, study 1 sem den research 1 sem~ Heard abt research jiu scary! FYP oso cant do on my own~ how 2 do research la?

ok lo.. dun study... den ma work lo~ Work as wat r??? INTEL again r? Dun wan le.... Not interested in factory based work... Hmm... how leh?  Friend say, go Singapore lo! OK lo~ go there can do what leh? My English is Manglish~ Rojak Language i know la... lol~ Interview how 2 pass wor like dat! ==
Hmmm.... Work in tpg? Do what leh? Png... Hmmm~

My life was rather smooth sailing, haven't been so stressful as i did not think much on my future... Was a simple person that let things come by as it is... When it comes, it comes... Haven't really use my brain to think hard... Aftr form 5, was not ready to go college, so end up in form 6 at hometown with family lo~ Easy  life minus the examination la of course... Den apply UPU... Only love maths ma apply mostly Maths.... Easy entrance, accepted by USM.. PTPTN vry mahuan wan 2 apply so i gv up~ Den JPA, ask sis help me apply from home... I din do anythng pun~ lol den easy life come, JPA sponsor me~ I let things come naturally in my past life... But this time, i nid 2 think hard n choose d!!!

So now, think until kepala mau pecah d~ HOW??? hmm... still thinking~ nid more advice!!! Come on ppl, advice me! ==! Shall discuss with family~ Shall do research~ Its time 4 me to think carefully.... 1st step, 2 o not 2 apply master...  if yes, master lo... if no, 2nd step d, work mana n apa....

Signing off... *headache*headche*

P/S: Hate last minute people...
       Will be off to Ipoh, KL n T'ganu 4 my last mid sem break~
       Pray 4 my future n pray 4 my FYP!